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Finally, THE DAY HAS COME! after a long 2years service, finally i'm official released. awsome stuff, haha i was alittle overwhelm... apparently before i exited camp i was flashing my pink ic haha a bit bad but well that is how things works here. I received my COS (Certificate of Service) which is damn AWSOME haha cause it was written by myself and edited by my pc. On the other hand I also received my Best Solider Award for month June, woohoo and I got a plague for it.

Okay, aiya i do not know whats wrong with me. I'm so afraid of telling people especially my superior what i'm going to work next time. They always ask me questions abt the pay, my jobs scope where i work. Its damn weird for me la i'm not sure why? probably i'm very sensitive to such questions. I should be less stuck up and be brave to answer them confidently in future.

Okay i will upload some before and after photos in a couple of days time.

Ah A BAD day

today, read on the papers abt my horoscope. it specifically tell me to stay low for today and not comment if possible. THERE were alot of things that were happening and i try to avoid them and give no care. However, in the noon i commented on a job and screwed things up, luckily i patch it back somehow else it would be a bad sleep for me tonight.

Generally, I feel that horoscope somehow explains the characters of a person, views and actions. If you don't believe me go read abt them and use your friends / family members as a guild line to them. They more or less represent the person somehow. At the end of the day is up to your faith to believe..

FINALLY DEED POLL MY NAME

Finally my name is deed poll after two years of procrastination. I'm officially chiua heng wei wayn 蔡幸謂. Yea, previously my name on my birth certificate is name chiua heng wei 蔡兴伟. If you knew me earlier back you probably call me either by wayne or heng wei or xing wei.

Well, 2 years ago right after i came back from Aussie I did a name change it was specifically calculated by a name numerologist. Reason why i did it was simple, back then i live a life full of lies and regrets. Yea the numerologist in depth study of my character and views through my old name, which was indeed was very true (than again its up to you to belief) Nevertheless I hire his professional service to give me a new set of name. One of the names given is brayon (obviously i won't use it), and another 2 i can't remember and the wayn that i'm using. Humm, wayn seems pretty cool and its not much diff from much diff from my english name. So yea i decided to use it unofficially as i thought things would work out.

Well, to be honest things change a little over the past 2 years. I even did try to clear my karma by doing good deeds like donating blood, helping the needy people. Yea but sigh~! up to today there are still things from my past that are somehow poking me. Sometimes, i blamed it on my name that made the flashed back.

I felt that a change was necessary to start anew journey, hopefully today i can forget my past and be someone myself. Wish me luck.