Read Me

Eh... currently I am in my bed feeling really sick, had a stomach flu this morning and right now my headache is really bad and I think i'm having a slight fever. I just Took 2 pills of Panadol, tried to tug myself in bed to sleep but unfortunately I could not sleep, twisting and toasting for the last hour and thinking about my past. Well so i decided to check out my blog again.


I read most of my previous posts which most of them consisted of hidden posts, i have to admit that it brought me back to lots of unpleasant flash back moments, and lots things that happened was just not myself or a regret. The only post i review was just a lie of my daily life. Probably I did that because I am hiding things that I do not want my peers or family to read them?

I have to say my past is really complicated and i hate it, to be honest this was kept a secret to myself no one even my parents really knew me, I live my past full of lies which I am really regretting it badly right now. There are a lot of things that i'm really stuck up with and worse thing is I KEEP THEM TO MYSELF. So hopefully by blogging the hates it would somehow allow me to open my barriers to new directions.

Its also been great as this blog have lost operation for quite a while, probably most of my peers or family members should have removed the link/bookmark to this site which is good haha i have no viewers and i can write all about my little dirty secrets. but if u happen to visit and read them that great! I congratulate you and you would benefit from my stories i have to share.

Hopefully this is a solution to my regrets and I hope by complaining it would lead me to get my life back to track and put real smiles on my face.